Crystal Ball.

I haven’t been blogging lately, reason being I’ve just had way to many emotions and didn’t want to 'over' vent and scare my fellow followers off. But I’m beginning to settle down and just accept this fatal thing we call reality. I guess you could say I “cleaned out my closet”, got rid of all the things I ‘didn’t need’, and gained things that were worth so much more. And just like old clothes against new clothes; you miss your old ones, but love the new ones and don’t regret throwing the old ones away. Giving them to someone else that suits them a lot better turned out to be the right decision. A few people will understand that, while others wont have the slightest idea. So to make it clearer; its easy to say, I’ve found better things, and it turned out, that the better things were always around, I’ve just paid more attention to them lately and I’ve realised their value. 


"I just need a compass and a willing accomplice. All my doubts that fill my head are skidding up and down again. Up and down and round again, down and up and down again. Oh, I've had my chances and I've taken them all. Just to end up right back here on the floor. To end up right back here in on the floor. Pennies in a well, a million dollars in the fountain of a hotel. Fortune teller that says maybe you will go to hell. But I'm not scared at all... The cracks in the crystal, the cracks in the crystal ball. Sometimes you think everything is wrapped inside a diamond ring. Love just needs a witness and a little forgiveness, And a halo of patience and a less sporadic pace and, I'm learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes. Oh I've felt that fire and I've been burned. But I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned. I wouldn't trade the pain for what I've learned."